[NOTES] Re: nothing in yourself mini-pt.32-34

[rex_sun]

My reaction about an hour or two after posting and subsequently rereading:




I cannot exactly explain any more than this illustration. Sorry, words just don't cut it right now.

Comments

[megalomaniageek.livejournal.com]

why
why would you hate your own brilliance

[rex-sun.livejournal.com]

Uh, a hahaha, I've been sort of an emotional wreck lately which is really embarrassing. It's not that I hate it. It's just... complicated.

...yeah, I still don't have words to describe what I'm feeling. XD ;;;;

[megalomaniageek.livejournal.com]

Oh, I see now.
I am surprised because when I am an emotional wreck I mostly cannot write; I pretty much just say "fuck it" to about everything. But not everybody is me!
Hope you feel less wrecky soon.

[rex-sun.livejournal.com]

Uh, yes, when I am wreck-y I am an idiot and I do and say stupid things and then I feel emotions totally uncalled for in the situation. Idek.

And then, while walking throughout the house with iPad in one hand and soda in another, I freeze in the kitchen doorway and this picture happens.

8U